I'm 25 now and can say that even in 5 years, life gets better. Your brain develops more and you'll probably find your emotions swinging less violently. I had a lot of depression and anxiety issues at that time and have very few now...I'm still an intense person, but am doing well mentally...
But yeah, being broke at that age can feel really hopeless, even though it's not...you just gotta put in the work to get yourself out of it....
Good on you for quitting, that job sounded terrible...just hang in there and get any job!
Also, keep a journal, and you'll be amazed to look back at all this intense shit later, it'll all seem so ok and you'll wonder why you stressed so much.
But yeah, being broke at that age can feel really hopeless, even though it's not...you just gotta put in the work to get yourself out of it....
Good on you for quitting, that job sounded terrible...just hang in there and get any job!
Also, keep a journal, and you'll be amazed to look back at all this intense shit later, it'll all seem so ok and you'll wonder why you stressed so much.