>> I am a little bit scared to say this too: last month I spent almost 10k USD on tokens. It sounds so insane.
No it just sounds completely stupid. You spent $10k to get a program to write text that you can write yourself just as well and for free. "Dissonance" doesn't even begin to describe it. It's like suddenly everyone has turned into the listless blobs of fat that humans have turned into in Wall-E.
I just hope all that will eventually correct itself: open (one way or another) models will reach parity with proprietary ones when diminishing returns eventually make it impossible for LLMs to grow any longer, OpenAI and Anthropic will succeed in bankrupting each other, it will become possible for everyone to run their own, personal, free and open (one way or another) model on their own laptop (assuming we still own our laptops) and at that point most of the problems with LLMs, particularly the ones that come from having to pay someone else to do the things you could always do yourself for free, will go away.
No it just sounds completely stupid. You spent $10k to get a program to write text that you can write yourself just as well and for free. "Dissonance" doesn't even begin to describe it. It's like suddenly everyone has turned into the listless blobs of fat that humans have turned into in Wall-E.
I just hope all that will eventually correct itself: open (one way or another) models will reach parity with proprietary ones when diminishing returns eventually make it impossible for LLMs to grow any longer, OpenAI and Anthropic will succeed in bankrupting each other, it will become possible for everyone to run their own, personal, free and open (one way or another) model on their own laptop (assuming we still own our laptops) and at that point most of the problems with LLMs, particularly the ones that come from having to pay someone else to do the things you could always do yourself for free, will go away.
I just hope.